My body and I have been on a long journey
together, from being grossly overweight to being severely underweight. This
took its toll on my boobs and I ended up at 18 years old looking like a 5-year-old
girl, I was as flat as a pancake!
I’ve always been insecure about this part of me
since I was a teenager. When changes started happening with all my friends, I
wasn’t quite changing in the same way, even when I was overweight I never had
‘boobs’. I got bullied for being overweight in my childhood up to the age of 13
and really affected my confidence. Fast forward to my teens and it went the
other way, the bullying made me so self-conscious that I ended up developing an
eating disorder and ended up in hospital for 6 months losing over half of my
body weight. I took the leap of recovery and managed to regain the weight
healthily and slowly recovered from my eating disorder. I was ‘recovered’ but
still felt very conscious that I didn’t have a womanly figure. This year I
started dating, I hated guys seeing that part of me, they didn’t ever care
about the size to be honest, it was how I felt which made me feel
uncomfortable. When something starts effecting your personal life, effecting
your choices on what clothes to wear, struggling on finding bras that fit, you just
end up not really liking it. I just wanted to be more in proportion with the
rest of my shape as I do have curves around the hips.
I’ve always avoided low cut tops as I’ve never
seen the point in trying to show that area, there’s nothing there and if people
looked I would get self-conscious thinking they were judging me, or thinking
where are her boobs?! I have lots of lovely low back dresses but cannot really
wear them out as the thought of going braless in public panics me. You might
think, well small boobs you don’t need to wear a bra with it. If I do that
though I feel as flat as an ironing board. I wear bras really to make it look
like there’s something there. I’ve tried those stick-on bras, but erm there’s
not really anything for it to stick on to so they just move around and it looks
ridiculous. If I'm wearing a bra it's most certainly padded, all fine until
people want to do to the beach, then I feel highly uncomfortable, usually going
for a bandeau style top rather than triangle.
I’d been thinking about having a Breast
Augmentation for a long time, even during my stay at hospital, but I knew that
I had to wait until I was mentally and physically recovered from my eating
disorder before I could consider it. 2 months ago, I knew I was ready for my
surgery and did my research and decided to undergo the procedure. When trying
on sizers they give you an unpadded bra to wear, you put the sizers into the
cups and then wear the provided fitted vest. I decided to go for 180cc, and, I
know what you’re thinking ‘Gosh that’s tiny!’, but I am a 28” back that I
wanted to go small to be in proportion with my frame. I recovered so well and I
am now 6 weeks post-op and getting ready to go on holiday in Italy.
It really has changed my life and clichéd as it
sounds, I feel like a new person with a newfound confidence and love for my
body. Now, I can be as experimental as I want to be with my style; something I
always wanted and I feel like my Instagram has come on leaps and bounds too. To
be honest I would say my expectations have been exceeded. I have even found the
confidence to obtain a new job in York and I am moving out of my family home
next month on my own to start my new life. New Boobs, New Me!
Before my op, one of my secret fears was the
stigma that might come with having had a ‘boob job’, but post op I’m so pleased
I went ahead. I knew I was doing it for me and I’m so so happy with the
results! They look really natural and completely in keeping with the shape of
my body. They feel like they’ve always been there.
Love Ciandra x
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